It’s 1:00 PM on Mother’s Day 2021 and this mother doesn’t know what to do.
My husband, son, sister, and I celebrated with my mother in New Jersey
For the first time in 426 days
Yesterday.
212 miles in one day.
That’s more driving than I’ve done in 426 days but it was worth it.
My husband, son, and I celebrated by eating out
For the first time in 426 days
Last Sunday.
(We mistakenly thought last Sunday was Mother’s Day
and kept the reservation anyway once we discovered our error.)
When my son was younger, even younger still, I used Mother’s Day
To escape motherhood. Sit quietly in the dark at the movies.
Go to the ice rink and concentrate on not falling on cold, hard ice.
Be alone. Do what I wanted.
But for the last 426 days I’ve been doing whatever I wanted.
So it’s 1:00 PM Mother’s Day 2021.
I could turn on the ballgame. Oh, how I missed baseball.
I have edits in mind for a picture book in progress.
Maybe tomorrow.
I need to update my website.
And now that I’ve written this blog
I have to go to my website!
After that for the first time in 426 days
I’m not exactly sure what to do next.
Maybe I’ll just take a nap.
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